Several thoughts have been circling in my head, why are people so greedy and selfish one man’s greed is another man’s demise it is insane that because of one persons selfish actions so many must suffer now I will be honest and I admit I like all of you are human and as such I am guilty of the same selfish and thoughtlessness, I have spent many years thinking why we are this way, it's not through necessity nor is it instinctive behaviour, I recognise that money is necessary but it is a dangerous thing.

I fear the human nature as a race we are so destructive, we have this amazing power to create such beauty but we also have the power to destroy so much beauty that already exists, we change and replace thing that do not need to be, I don’t understand it at all.
I have thought about this country and others alike and seeing people from other countries with such pride in where they are from fills me with envy, because I have no feelings of pride for my country nor do I think I ever will, wile I write this I can look around my room and see things from many different countries and I can honestly say I have more pride for those countries than I do my own.
It is discomforting to feel this way toward my own country i feel happy to see other with pride and to see something to be proud of in other countries i only wish i could feel the pride others feel. Any of you reading this who have the pride in your country for any reason at all hold it dear.

The other thing that has been playing on my mind is what if today was your last day? What would you do? I was thinking about this the other day on my way home, I mean what would you do call a friend, family, boyfriend/girlfriend? Really if you knew that today was your last day what would you do?
Personally I thought about this long and hard but the only thing I could say for sure I would do is tell everyone how I feel about them I’d make sure my girlfriend knew that I love her and she means everything to me and so much more. But I really don’t know what I’d do in all honesty the thing that got me thinking about this was a song by Nickelback called “Today was your last day” listen to it and really think hard about it if today was your last day what would you do?